Self-Help

We only have one life to live. I have been driven by dreams, my own mind during deep sleeps giving me subtle hints that life needs to get better, that I need to get these parts handled. Since I was 16 I have been improving my life, constantly finding flaws and working on improving them. My ability with women, there were DVDs for that; My body, there were DVDs for that. I'm in the best shape of my life. I think I have been bitten by some kind of bug, I do these insanity work outs, sweat it out, and want more, I want it all hit at me, the challenge I need, life is like one big video game. You do your best when you play the game, but what happens? You cap out, you can't go further up to a point. Why play a video game when you can play life? Make yourself the best person you could possibly be. Where some games take up all your time, why can't you do all that working on yourself? There is no level cap, no level 80, no cap 500 skill in whatever the hell you want. In life the sky is the limit, in fact, it goes above the sky, into the vast galaxy. I believe it's impossible to ever be the best at something, mankind has been doing things better and faster since the ego was invented. When you think someone can run a 100 yard dash in the fastest time you've ever heard of, someone comes along and beats that score. And in the future there will always be someone to come along and beat that score. I'm not going to just settle for being another loser. I want to make my mark on the world. I want to do my best and excel. I don't think of getting UP TO a certain point. I think of going far beyond, as far as I can. You think you can do 20 pushups? you can do 30, 50, 200 without taking a break. It's all willpower and determination. I have been dieting. Seeing 2 - 3 workout DVDs a day when I'm only supposed to do one. The feeling of sweating, the energy, the endorphines and testosterone surging through your body, its invigorating. It's addicting. I can't wait to have a great body. Something I can be confident about. I really think anyone could do anything, a 500 lb person, if they apply themselves, could end up a model with a 6 pack. If you really want something hard enough it will be yours, NOTHING can stand in your way. There's no cap, no limitations on anything. I feel the fire and I am going full force.